Unfortunately, along with all these plans has come some sub-conscious worrying. The wedding nightmares, or wedding-mares, have already started and I am already losing sleep over the thought of walking down the isle with my hair and make-up not done, a dress that is ripped, a dress that I can't fit into, no photographer, yadda yadda yadda. Let me tell you, it makes for a very confusing morning. I continually find myself asking "what do these nightmares mean?"
Conclusion... wedding planning is stressful. So stressful in fact you have to think about all the plans and details while you are awake, and apparently also while you sleep. But, all this preliminary stress and worrying is worth it. I am so excited and so lucky to be marrying the love of my life. Maybe, in some twisted and ridiculous way I am not really having wedding-mares but maybe the excitement of the day is already going to my head and affecting my sleep, kind of like the night before Christmas. So for myself and the sake of my 'good night's sleep', August 7th cannot come soon enough!!!
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